My 2019 in review:
- Decided to start a new business
- Realized that I’m not able to maintain any business, because I hate people
- Betrayed by a close member of my family
- Purchased a flat in Saint Petersburg with my husband
- Spent 3 months decorating our new place
- Lost our cat
- After 4 days found our stupid cat in the nearest basement
- Divorced my husband
- Moved from his place, and took the cat with me to boot
- Attended psychotherapy for the first time in my life
- Diagnosed as bipolar
- Successfully completed English courses
- Started living together with my groupmate from the English courses
- Realized that doctor’s wrong and my pills are ideally combined with alcohol
- Started drinking with my ex-teacher from the English courses
- Spent 1/3 of the year half-drunk
- Started a new job as a hotel administrator
- Realized that I hate only particular people
- Started smoking again
- Traveled alone for the first time
- Queued for 21 hours for FATM show
- Saw Florence for the very first time in my life
- Fainted of happiness (or of exhaustion) at the show
- Saw Florence for the very second time in my life
- Fell in love with each and every member of Flo-family
- I was dying of loneliness
- I was full of love
- Fulfilled my dream of visiting London (for Florence again, for Preraphaelites, and for Florence talking about Preraphaelites)
- Just: Florence
- Just: Preraphaelites
- Started growing plants
- Killed most of my plants
- Florence published our photo and my art on her Instagram
- One of my friends said that after all those blessings I could die happy
- If I die I know what kind of ghost exactly I want to be.
-The one in Gunne Sax.
